It’s hard writing these kind of post because I personally think I should be where I want to be in life with certain things and I’m not. I beat myself up about it all the time.
Reasons behind that is not being raised and taught about certain life “must knows” and my own stupid life mistakes I made knowing it was not ok. I got in my own way thinking I needed everything that everyone had to make myself feel worthy. I feel so stupid now seeing that and going to do the total opposite. In my childhood life we grew up in survival mode, that’s all I knew. My parents lived paycheck to paycheck.
What I really want is for my kids to have there own house to grow up in . That is my number one priority. They deserve there own rooms and space, they deserve a yard to have fun in and make memories. I also wanted it for myself, I never grew up in a house. and had memories in a home for my birthday or holidays parties and I deserve that, my inner child that never grew up in a home deserves that too!!
What is my next step !!! I’m going to not spend my money on stupid things that are not worthy to me right now. Where going to get our life finances in order and start having a savings for a house. There is so much more that I can do for my family financially and I’m going to figure it out. It’s a must !!!
Two Pea's in a Pod 
Getting yourself into a better financial/housing situation is great but what really matters is you/dad. You’re foundation and love is strong, and that is more than what most children have. You’re giving so much more than you give yourself credit for. You are enough… Everything else is frosting. 😉
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Thank you 😊 I completely understand what you are saying but I never grew up in a house and it’s just a dream of mine! I no my children have so much love and care but I as a mom always want more for them especially more than what I grew up with .
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