It has been a while since I sat down and got to write. It has been a rough couple of months I can say that. I did graduate with my bachelors degree for Graphic Design and Media Arts, I just honestly don’t know what to do with this. I have been in the hair industry for about 14 years and its literally all I know. Even though I am completely excited to see where this degree takes me, I am scared out of my mind and don’t know where to start. On top of that I home school my oldest daughter going into the second grade now and raising a 2 year old as well. Its Great but its A LOT!
Its just a lot to jungle and I am also struggling with some health issues. Nothing life threatening but pretty serious . Losing my mom almost three years ago is also still so heavy. I just wish I knew if I was doing what you call”LIFE” the right way. I wonder why some days I am in so much pain and have no answers for it.I just want to be less stress and anxious and live life but I feel like there is always something in the way of that happening.
I didn’t want my newer post to be this depressing but its just how I am feeling right now. I am going to take each issue and break everything down. I need different task to figure things out so I can be less stress and just live life. Seeing my mom pass so sudden has made me see life in such different ways. Sometimes I see life for the very good and some that is very terrible and I just want to balance the both. If you are someone going through something like this you are definitely not alone and I try to tell myself someone always has it worse than me and there are people that have it way better that me. I can only work as hard as I commit myself too and be accountable for me and thats what I need to keep working on is ME. StAy TuNeD…………